Friday, November 28, 2014 - [PARENTS AGAIN. -____- ]
I know I'm not supposed to say this, but sometimes, I really wish my parents weren't around. SOMETIMES, like tonight.
So .. went to watch Big Hero 6 with my sister today, was an amaaaaazing movie, loved it a lot C: thought I was having a good evening but.. nope.
It began in the morning where as mentioned in the previous post I didn't have a very good sleep and my sister barged back into my room after her lessons and asked me what time are we going what time are we going to the movie! It was gonna be at 6.50pm but when we went there it was sold out so we went back home .. (The mall is just 10minutes from home)
I had heard about the crazy storm back in Brisbane, the house had water coming in, there were hailstones the size of tennis balls, some power lines fell and the power went out in several places and also saw that the pole gym was soaked and badly damaged as the roof leaked.
I felt .. relieved I wasn't there but a little sad because Zac's all alone and he has to deal with all this and also kinda annoyed 'cause nothing exciting happens when I'm there but yeaaa more worried :p
ANYWAY texted dad and he insisted that we went for the 9pm show instead, I thought it might be abit too late but he insisted so ok. Back out again. Dad even said he'll come pick us up since it will end late but how will he know when ... ?
[I have no phone because somehow the telecomms have decided to remove sim cards from 7-11 so I can't buy a prepaid card anymore for just 1month. yay -- more on that later, and I have no watch on me because I really have no idea where it is in my house in Bris, and my sister has neither too ]
The movie was great and we walked home.
Got home, unlocked the door and the hallway light turned on .. dun dun dun ...
Dad standing from the 2nd floor and looking down at me and said
I was perfectly happy staying at home, doing my pilates, playing games and watching the next Harry Potter and you said GOOOOO, because your sister is busy over the weekend, so gooooooo~
WHHHHAAAATTTTT IS GOING ON?!!?!?!
Whatever right, I go to my room and my phone is blinking furiously.
Guess who?
[To get a new simcard I have to show my IC, which means identity card, which is with my mother because she needed a photocopy of it to apply for a house with my name, because she needs a 2nd name for the house. So even though, I have a stack of photocopied ICs in my cupboard where I directed my brother to take one from, he was so lazy that he just took my IC and gave it to her. Okay. So now I have to face the dragon and get it back. Thanks. Also thanks stupid telcos for being so scumbag and removing prepaid cards from 7-11 what if I was a tourist?! I can't get a temporary card for my visit here? HUH HUH HUH?]
So remember mom was going batshit crazy about the London thing..
*All the stuff in brackets is what I would say if I was around when she bombarded my phone.
I have had it with this woman, I swear, I tried, everyone knows I tried. But it's not working so fuck it, I'm not going to care. Really.
Going to meet her, get my goddamn IC and get the hell out.
But you know what, I'll see her .. looking silly and turning in circles looking for me .. and I'll wave and smile and THEN EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW IS HORRIBLE ABOUT HER WILL DISAPPEAR FOR A MINUTE THEN I'LL AGREE TO GO HAVE LUNCH OR SOME SHIT AND THEN SHE'LL START HER BITCHIN' AND I'LL GET MAD AGAIN.
I wish I could bring someone with me to ensure that I acquire my card and leave.
WHAT A GREAT NIGHT HUH?
So .. went to watch Big Hero 6 with my sister today, was an amaaaaazing movie, loved it a lot C: thought I was having a good evening but.. nope.
It began in the morning where as mentioned in the previous post I didn't have a very good sleep and my sister barged back into my room after her lessons and asked me what time are we going what time are we going to the movie! It was gonna be at 6.50pm but when we went there it was sold out so we went back home .. (The mall is just 10minutes from home)
I had heard about the crazy storm back in Brisbane, the house had water coming in, there were hailstones the size of tennis balls, some power lines fell and the power went out in several places and also saw that the pole gym was soaked and badly damaged as the roof leaked.
I felt .. relieved I wasn't there but a little sad because Zac's all alone and he has to deal with all this and also kinda annoyed 'cause nothing exciting happens when I'm there but yeaaa more worried :p
ANYWAY texted dad and he insisted that we went for the 9pm show instead, I thought it might be abit too late but he insisted so ok. Back out again. Dad even said he'll come pick us up since it will end late but how will he know when ... ?
[I have no phone because somehow the telecomms have decided to remove sim cards from 7-11 so I can't buy a prepaid card anymore for just 1month. yay -- more on that later, and I have no watch on me because I really have no idea where it is in my house in Bris, and my sister has neither too ]
The movie was great and we walked home.
Got home, unlocked the door and the hallway light turned on .. dun dun dun ...
Dad standing from the 2nd floor and looking down at me and said
"Why bother coming home now?"
*closes his room door*
WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK? WHAT? SERIOUSLY WHAT?
I was perfectly happy staying at home, doing my pilates, playing games and watching the next Harry Potter and you said GOOOOO, because your sister is busy over the weekend, so gooooooo~
WHHHHAAAATTTTT IS GOING ON?!!?!?!
Whatever right, I go to my room and my phone is blinking furiously.
Guess who?
[To get a new simcard I have to show my IC, which means identity card, which is with my mother because she needed a photocopy of it to apply for a house with my name, because she needs a 2nd name for the house. So even though, I have a stack of photocopied ICs in my cupboard where I directed my brother to take one from, he was so lazy that he just took my IC and gave it to her. Okay. So now I have to face the dragon and get it back. Thanks. Also thanks stupid telcos for being so scumbag and removing prepaid cards from 7-11 what if I was a tourist?! I can't get a temporary card for my visit here? HUH HUH HUH?]
So remember mom was going batshit crazy about the London thing..
*All the stuff in brackets is what I would say if I was around when she bombarded my phone.
I have had it with this woman, I swear, I tried, everyone knows I tried. But it's not working so fuck it, I'm not going to care. Really.
Going to meet her, get my goddamn IC and get the hell out.
But you know what, I'll see her .. looking silly and turning in circles looking for me .. and I'll wave and smile and THEN EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW IS HORRIBLE ABOUT HER WILL DISAPPEAR FOR A MINUTE THEN I'LL AGREE TO GO HAVE LUNCH OR SOME SHIT AND THEN SHE'LL START HER BITCHIN' AND I'LL GET MAD AGAIN.
I wish I could bring someone with me to ensure that I acquire my card and leave.
WHAT A GREAT NIGHT HUH?
Labels: big hero 6, crazy, dad, disney, hailstorm, mom, need help, prepaid card, time
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2:15 AM.
Sunday, March 23, 2014 - [Juno 7 years and now]
I was in 15 in 2007.
I watched Juno with
my best friend back then, Pamela. I was bored by it. All I remember is that I
disliked Jennifer Garners face and her expressions. Somehow I always see her
playing uptight, paranoid, unreasonable characters, and it annoys me. I guess I'm being unfair
to hate an actor because of their face and their expressions while they're actually trying really hard. Anyhow, I'm sure many people hate actors
for stupid shallow reasons like me.
I watched it again last night, as part of film homework. The movie suddenly meant a lot more to me and moved it.
Actually,
it's strange how easy it is for me to get emotional. I cry far more
easily than I ever did before. I cried watching the end of dragonballz
when Bulma and Chi Chi got to see their sons again. Wut. I felt very sad
for Pam too when Goku was leaving. I didn't even grow up with the show,
neither did I wait patiently for the next episodes release. I watched
the entire DBZ in about 2months, I didn't even require the frustration
of waiting for new seasons or the anticipation of watching it each
morning like other kids did to enjoy the show and appreciate it .
I feel like my younger self is exactly like Juno,
especially when she thinks that everyone old should be a automatically a
parent. I took a long time to understand this world and be aware of
things and think about what I want to do in life. And just like Jennifer in the show, all I really
wanted is to be a mom.
I've done stupid things in my life and perhaps I can
relate to Juno more than a typical girl my age. I feel scared after
watching this movie now. What if something happens and I can't have kids
some day. What if my husband leaves me at a critical time. What if I
don't ever get married. I've spent years of dreaming of being a mom and I
kid you not, planning what to say to them and planning the kind of life I
would give them. It's really my purpose of living - to give life.
Unfortunately I'm very .. Traditional and set in my
mind now that I definitely want to be a mom before 30 or latest at 30.
If some weird events happen that hinder my path to being a parent at 30,
I feel like I would lose all motivation to live. ._. Idk, very confused
and even alittle upset from watching Juno. Ugh.
But it's good. I didn't think it was nice in 2007. I definitely like it now, except for the soundtrack :/
Labels: dream, jennifer garner, juno, mom, parenting
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10:16 AM.
