Saturday, April 23, 2011 - [homeee]
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this entire week and extra few days that I've been sick I have actually been bonding more with my brother and doing some other stuff around home heh, it's indescribable.
been reminiscing about our childhood,
been watching so much dramas,
doing more painting
and really catching up on sleep.
I realised I've really been doing so much every day that when I'm totally KO-ed at home, I become soooo bored.
well my little holiday's over, though I'm still coughing.. tsk ridiculous.
but I'm back to work tomorrow, and my driving and my rehearsals, locking class, sessions and so on ~
this entire week and extra few days that I've been sick I have actually been bonding more with my brother and doing some other stuff around home heh, it's indescribable.
been reminiscing about our childhood,
been watching so much dramas,
doing more painting
and really catching up on sleep.
I realised I've really been doing so much every day that when I'm totally KO-ed at home, I become soooo bored.
well my little holiday's over, though I'm still coughing.. tsk ridiculous.
but I'm back to work tomorrow, and my driving and my rehearsals, locking class, sessions and so on ~
bits of me revealed at ..
9:24 PM.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011 - [still ill. tsk]
hello everyone, I'm here to update.
after 6 days of resting at home, I felt better already! The fever and giddiness is gone, no more throwing up, but still a persistent cough. Which is terrible because my job is to speak to customers all day! So I visit the doctor yet again, hmm he gives me stronger pills yay.
I took them and wow suddenly no more pain in my throat, I go to work in the afternoon only to get kicked out of office by my boss who insists I go home and rest more.
But I don't.
I meet Joyce for a movie instead, which turned out to be horrible, do not watch "Norwegian Wood" please.
So after that we go to her chocolate store Chocz at the Esplanade and I try her marshmallow dips and strawberry dips. yumyum~ and after that I go for dance rehearsal .
Surprisingly, midway through dance my throat starts to hurt again and my voice changes and I sound like a total dude now -___- I hurry home to bed and wake up at 1.30pm today and whoopee, my voice is all squawky now and I had sore eyes. hah.
way to go Ayesha.
bits of me revealed at ..
1:11 PM.
Saturday, April 16, 2011 - [madsick]
you know you're sick when you
lose focus at work
can't eat your favourite food
emergency cab home
throw up twice once you reach home
sleep 14hours and wake up in sweat
feel dizzy everytime you bend down
have bodyaches such that even sitting hurts
spend one hour at the doctor
can't really breathe throw a blocked nose and a phlegm-clogged windpipe.
sighs.
lose focus at work
can't eat your favourite food
emergency cab home
throw up twice once you reach home
sleep 14hours and wake up in sweat
feel dizzy everytime you bend down
have bodyaches such that even sitting hurts
spend one hour at the doctor
can't really breathe throw a blocked nose and a phlegm-clogged windpipe.
sighs.
bits of me revealed at ..
3:08 PM.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 - [rio]
been dancing alot! [: !
watched RIO twice!
shuffling of department, now I'm in a cozy little corner [:
watched RIO twice!
shuffling of department, now I'm in a cozy little corner [:
bits of me revealed at ..
9:18 PM.
Wednesday, April 06, 2011 - [off day~]
yo :D
its an off day today! so here I am resting at home and updating . ^-^ .
It's been great going for locking lessons with joyce eugene the 5 girls and daniel, it's been great session-ing with all of them and learning new stuff here and there, time seriously flies, this friday's gonna be our last lesson :o but we're all going to level II !~
Although I feel kinda sad for missing Dance For Japan Social Experiment with that, itz okayyy, plently of opportunities ahead :DD
strangely, I haven't taken any photos with my DNA peeps. wheeww musical tixs are so expensive I dare not ask people to come besides my parents and bestbestbest friend. :o
work's been good too, despite being relegated to the back of the office far away from the circle of temps, it's not so bad, a little more privacy there and new friends! LOL. The past two weeks were absolutely mad because of the Best Denki Promo and doing OT every night 'til 9pm for about 13 days straight! x_x thankgod for the off day today! ~
well at least I have IRIS! :D who's been darn helpful. It's funny how we have similar specs, golden headphones, motorolla phones and highcut shoes. :DD it's very convenient that we're side by side 'cause we're sharing snacks in office and using the same wire to charge our ipods/phones muahahahahahahaha. the little perks of working in any office.
Throughout the promo we were both taking in pipagao and lotsa coffee to keep our energy up [: as well as make little hearts for all the lovely cs mates!
PQ aka Park.
Taufiq aka Electrolux.
Of course life is boring if we keep working, so last Saturday we went out to chill :DDD strictlypancakes, met Angie at Singtel, enjoyed the EarthHour event and finally settling down at EwF to chitchat .
Doesn't everyone to this at an apple store? haha :D
and of course there's BK who always disturbs Nora, or maybe I should call her nikihsaron now hahhaa! :pp
working life with such colleagues is full of excitment [:
Then there was Eugene's birthday on 2nd April, after locking class we all flew away suddenly and ran to meet his new girlfriend Dinnie who had prepared a most delicious and prettylooking cake!
aww. :D
The Sunday that just passed was spent fully with Daniel ❤
met him in the morning and spent a blissfully relaxing day at Sentosa, swimming, lying on the beach, watching the sunset and nom-ing away.
andd... while we kept me waiting for dinner, well.. I just decided to be a PQ for a few minutes. ahaha!
At least it's not all smiles LOL.
To end that weekend we went over to Zane's place and wowzee was I blown away by the gadgets in his room!
42 inch TV.
his humongous DSLR (no idea what model)
and the 27 inch mac
Kudos Zane, and his room is filled with many other little gadgets that make me feel like someone who just crawled out from under a rock, haha never knew gadgets could be so fascinating like the Kindle ereader! :p
Okay for today.... I actually intended on finally finally attending the SG Biennale! but mm.. some uhh.. people uhhh.. like pq .. or mm sy? and even... ta... ALL DECIDED TO ABANDON ME! D:
tskk. okay nevermind, I have decided to go there myself! and enjoy the arts display! and around 4pm I shall meet dearest dengyin and somewhere in the middle meet daniel as well, and it won't be so bad. :DD
its an off day today! so here I am resting at home and updating . ^-^ .
It's been great going for locking lessons with joyce eugene the 5 girls and daniel, it's been great session-ing with all of them and learning new stuff here and there, time seriously flies, this friday's gonna be our last lesson :o but we're all going to level II !~
Although I feel kinda sad for missing Dance For Japan Social Experiment with that, itz okayyy, plently of opportunities ahead :DD
strangely, I haven't taken any photos with my DNA peeps. wheeww musical tixs are so expensive I dare not ask people to come besides my parents and bestbestbest friend. :o
work's been good too, despite being relegated to the back of the office far away from the circle of temps, it's not so bad, a little more privacy there and new friends! LOL. The past two weeks were absolutely mad because of the Best Denki Promo and doing OT every night 'til 9pm for about 13 days straight! x_x thankgod for the off day today! ~
well at least I have IRIS! :D who's been darn helpful. It's funny how we have similar specs, golden headphones, motorolla phones and highcut shoes. :DD it's very convenient that we're side by side 'cause we're sharing snacks in office and using the same wire to charge our ipods/phones muahahahahahahaha. the little perks of working in any office.
Throughout the promo we were both taking in pipagao and lotsa coffee to keep our energy up [: as well as make little hearts for all the lovely cs mates!
PQ aka Park.
Taufiq aka Electrolux.
Doesn't everyone to this at an apple store? haha :D
working life with such colleagues is full of excitment [:
aww. :D
met him in the morning and spent a blissfully relaxing day at Sentosa, swimming, lying on the beach, watching the sunset and nom-ing away.
andd... while we kept me waiting for dinner, well.. I just decided to be a PQ for a few minutes. ahaha!
At least it's not all smiles LOL.
To end that weekend we went over to Zane's place and wowzee was I blown away by the gadgets in his room!
42 inch TV.
his humongous DSLR (no idea what model)
and the 27 inch mac
Kudos Zane, and his room is filled with many other little gadgets that make me feel like someone who just crawled out from under a rock, haha never knew gadgets could be so fascinating like the Kindle ereader! :p
Okay for today.... I actually intended on finally finally attending the SG Biennale! but mm.. some uhh.. people uhhh.. like pq .. or mm sy? and even... ta... ALL DECIDED TO ABANDON ME! D:
tskk. okay nevermind, I have decided to go there myself! and enjoy the arts display! and around 4pm I shall meet dearest dengyin and somewhere in the middle meet daniel as well, and it won't be so bad. :DD
bits of me revealed at ..
11:05 AM.
Saturday, April 02, 2011 - [another month another fight]
Why the fuck do you keep doing this to me?
It always seems to be my fault whenever something goes wrong. You keep asking me to quit my job, joyce asks me go return to pitstop. My colleagues think im crazy for working overtime every night. My parents are worried about my health. Do you fucking know why? Why the heck im pushing myself?
Im nt like you, so what if my dad has a big house big car? He doesnt pay for me, I have to earn everything. I have to be able to pay back for my uni education and living expenses. You always accuse me of making you spend money on me. Seriously when the fuck did I ever ask you for stuff? I've never openly requested for anything, unless you cant take a joke when I say you're gonna treat everyone.
Okay so you give me presents, as if I dont, but thats besides the point, I always wanted to get you something nice especially since the aniversary is coming, cant you fucking understand that working is important to me. All the dance and music lessons are stuff my dad won't ever pay for because he doesn't like it, so what do expect me to do?
Why do you keep scolding me for not having time? I have a job, I want to learn dance as well as my music why cant you accept it? Just like how you go to school, for skating and bboy and guitar, do I ever scold you for being too busy? I understand you have many areas of interest, so why can't you accept the way I am? Weren't you the one who always told me to pursue my dreams, always told me there's a way out. Always told me that having strict parents is no excuse for stopping myself from doing things I like. You're the one who gave me the courage to stand up to them and tell them I'll do want I want.
Even like today, you said you took up classes to spend more time with me, and then what? You dont show up, did I scold you? Did I get angry that you cancelled our meeting? Did I question you about who you were with, what you did? But whenever I have something on you immediately get upset.
Because I know the day is coming, I've desperately been socializing to distract myself from you so I wont be so affected when it comes. You dont know how much I fucking miss you when im busy. You dont fucking know how much it hurts me when im having fun with other people and you're not there. And even after all my efforts to make new friends and get close to them, everytime I see you everyone in mind just disappears. And seeing you get mad just kills me and you dont fucking get it. I just wish I could get over you and we can carry our own busy lives but guess what? My dumb heart wont let me. So go ahead and laugh at how pathetic I am. For crying over you every night, for trying to act in front of everyone.
And you know what, I know I annoyed you, but fuck you, have some manners and apologize for scratching me.
It always seems to be my fault whenever something goes wrong. You keep asking me to quit my job, joyce asks me go return to pitstop. My colleagues think im crazy for working overtime every night. My parents are worried about my health. Do you fucking know why? Why the heck im pushing myself?
Im nt like you, so what if my dad has a big house big car? He doesnt pay for me, I have to earn everything. I have to be able to pay back for my uni education and living expenses. You always accuse me of making you spend money on me. Seriously when the fuck did I ever ask you for stuff? I've never openly requested for anything, unless you cant take a joke when I say you're gonna treat everyone.
Okay so you give me presents, as if I dont, but thats besides the point, I always wanted to get you something nice especially since the aniversary is coming, cant you fucking understand that working is important to me. All the dance and music lessons are stuff my dad won't ever pay for because he doesn't like it, so what do expect me to do?
Why do you keep scolding me for not having time? I have a job, I want to learn dance as well as my music why cant you accept it? Just like how you go to school, for skating and bboy and guitar, do I ever scold you for being too busy? I understand you have many areas of interest, so why can't you accept the way I am? Weren't you the one who always told me to pursue my dreams, always told me there's a way out. Always told me that having strict parents is no excuse for stopping myself from doing things I like. You're the one who gave me the courage to stand up to them and tell them I'll do want I want.
Even like today, you said you took up classes to spend more time with me, and then what? You dont show up, did I scold you? Did I get angry that you cancelled our meeting? Did I question you about who you were with, what you did? But whenever I have something on you immediately get upset.
Because I know the day is coming, I've desperately been socializing to distract myself from you so I wont be so affected when it comes. You dont know how much I fucking miss you when im busy. You dont fucking know how much it hurts me when im having fun with other people and you're not there. And even after all my efforts to make new friends and get close to them, everytime I see you everyone in mind just disappears. And seeing you get mad just kills me and you dont fucking get it. I just wish I could get over you and we can carry our own busy lives but guess what? My dumb heart wont let me. So go ahead and laugh at how pathetic I am. For crying over you every night, for trying to act in front of everyone.
And you know what, I know I annoyed you, but fuck you, have some manners and apologize for scratching me.
bits of me revealed at ..
12:38 AM.
