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Sunday, October 31, 2010 - [time..]

you're terribly busy. I have to tell myself every day to not bother you if possible.


I waited for a couple of hours but you didn't come back, so I gave up the idea of webcaming because it's an alternative to meeting you .


I had no idea your lesson would drag for 1 hour 45 minutes longer, so I waited like a dumbdumb for your call, which I received an sms instead just when daddy drove to pick me up and I had to leave house again.


Why did I wait? Because I simply wanted, to take the bus with you. Even though it's two MRT stops distance.


maybe it doesn't matter to you .


you showed up finally.
and you didn't even smile back.
you looked like you're about to collapse, and here I am, the supposedly sick one.
do you know that lemon tea worsens a cough. and by itself causes sorethroat . ._.
but you assumed I wanted it, 'cause I like it so much, thanks anyway.


I've only sent you home once,
and today, in all my desperation to spend time with you,
I made up my mind to send you back, but you turned away, and you can still ask me with a silly smile, "why are you crying?"



bits of me revealed at .. 11:41 PM.

This is too cute, now it'll make me wanna save money :D





had a sudden spongebob craze though I have never watched it @@"





a present for spongebob's no.1 lover, chloechan [:


bits of me revealed at .. 9:17 PM.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 - [squall rinoa 1st anni]

it just brings tears to my eyes..





woohoooo
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YANYI ! LOL ! ❤

bits of me revealed at .. 12:50 AM.
Friday, October 29, 2010 - [dedication]

http://lostinth-moments.tumblr.com/post/1432279715/wearefallingstars-for-courtney-for-mantou


http://lostinth-moments.tumblr.com/post/1432261102/this-is-for-dengyin


heehee

bits of me revealed at .. 11:55 PM.

Daddy just got home from tokyo, cannot believe he actually took me seriously! Usually he smses or emails me daily to check if I'm up to no good when he isn't around, but he didn't reply for a few days when I sent back
"hey you're in japan right? Bring home a kimono!"





Tadahhhh, now I shall have fun trying to wear it... some time soon :p



dengyin: I dare you to wear to NYP to surprise daniel!

me: please, he won't recognize me, the first time I wore a dress

in front of him, he walked right by me.


bits of me revealed at .. 9:34 PM.
Thursday, October 28, 2010 - []




what did I miss?

bits of me revealed at .. 11:31 PM.




my brother says someone deciphered toothless's drawing and it's actually the boy's face (I forgot his name) but no matter how I look at it... @@" he says edit the colours and tilt the photo! I'll figure it out soon ! grr


I love monoslide [: why doesn't blogger have it?!
http://lostinth-moments.tumblr.com/post/1423779614/a-lovely-night-at-ecp

bits of me revealed at .. 11:18 PM.


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bits of me revealed at .. 10:34 PM.

halloweeeeen is coming!





I love halloween, candy and costumes! [: too bad no celebrations this year or last year 'cause of examszx awww.. oh well there's always next year ~


I wanted this pumpking so badly and made the dude climb up to get it for me 'cause it was the last one :x





hahaha my cute friend!





bought present for my sister, she lovees it LOL . adorable little thing!





sis: jiejie I can fly now! I got a cape!
(I'm amazed she knows what's a cape!)



bits of me revealed at .. 10:15 PM.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 - [once a year.]

hmmm.
I hope next year will be better.


I feel so numb now.
ahhhhh .
but had a nice evening at a place I didn't expect myself to be at.

bits of me revealed at .. 11:11 PM.

Hello god,


here I am writing to you again and you surely know how depressed I'm feeling now. I can't even explain what invoked these feelings, maybe it's just a bad day, maybe someone said something that affected me, maybe I ate something wrong, maybe I knocked my head by accident and suddenly lost my ability to smile, maybe I'm just tired from not sleeping last night.


I've been so worried over my studies, sick of failing, sick of seeing their mocking faces, sick of hearing their disappointed sighs. Why can't I get things right? Whats going to happen to me? All I see is a crumbling future. I beg of you to let me by a miracle do well in a week's time.


I wander down the streets, looking at their happy faces and they pause to cast me a pitiful look before resuming their excited conversations and carry laughter in the air, I however can only produce hot clear droplets of pain. Tell my why was I created in such a way? Why I am I always so unhappy, so ungrateful of what I have.


I'm truly despicable.


Sometimes I envy the ones you made autistic, because they live in their own worlds, they get to escape the many torments normal people feel. Even if society frowns upon them, they may not even feel it, because you've blessed them with incredible imagination.


I tried to indulge in certain pleasures to cheer myself up but I cannot stomach down sweet treats nor can I bring myself to spend frivolously because it would just mean nothing in the end. Please cure me from this over-emotional state of mind. I need a major tribulation, something like going through OBS to make me fully appreciate what I have. Otherwise I'm just a pampered brat who will always demand more. And if I keep thisup, I'm going to self-destruct.


Unless that's how you have planned my life to be.
I want to be happy.
I really want to be happy.
I'm tired of pretending, I have no energy left.


where's my angel.. why did you take him away from me?

bits of me revealed at .. 6:47 PM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! ❤
I so need to take a photo with you soon ! D:




bits of me revealed at .. 12:16 AM.
Sunday, October 24, 2010 - [boyfriend stealer]

first it was DOTA, now its... SC II ):

daniel: i wanna play starcraft lehhhh
me: what's stopping you?
dan: you.
me: okayyyy, I'll go sleep then.
dan: okay!!! sleep early okay!
me: byebye
dan: byebye!!! loveyou!
me: I don't believe you
dan: eeeee why! all girls are like that!
me: haha byebye, go play.

even though it was just a few secs, your voice makes my heart melt ❤

bits of me revealed at .. 11:51 PM.

I have no phone for a week. ):
I got a new watch (:
next week's my last week of tuition, makes me think of graduation D:
I bet if I could convert all the song lyrics in my head to knowledge, I'd be like a little Einstein.

bits of me revealed at .. 8:50 PM.
Saturday, October 23, 2010 - [the difference [:]

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “you will die in Seven days…” (Note, if you don’t understand this, watch The Ring. Then watch The Ring 2. Then watch Ringu.)
FRIENDS: Help you up when you fall.
BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
FRIENDS: Help you find your prince.
BEST FRIENDS: Kidnap him and brings him to you.
FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool with you at that time of the month.
BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run, fucker, run!”
FRIENDS: Will help you move.
BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail again
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying “DAMN!” we messed up!
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Help themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Have you on speed dial.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowd’s ass that left you
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!
FRIENDS: Would read and ignore this.
BEST FRIENDS: Will repost this :)

bits of me revealed at .. 11:37 PM.

tumblr is crazily addictive.
damn.


12posts in a row! and I really heart chloe's theme :x
http://lostinth-moments.tumblr.com/

bits of me revealed at .. 11:08 PM.

Chocolate can help you live longer.


Teddy bears and other toys kill more people than REAL bears.


If you watch early Fresh Prince of Bel-Air you can see Will Smith’s

lips moving to other characters lines.


Ants stretch and yawn when they wake up.


The original pack of Skittles doesn’t contain the color blue.

Therefore, you CAN’T actually taste the rainbow.


It is believed that Shakespeare was 46 around the time that the

King James Version of the Bible was written. In Psalms 46,

the 46th word is shake and the 46th word from the last word is spear.


Q is the only letter that never appears in the name of a US State.


The world doesn’t take 24 hours to turn on its axis, it really takes

23 hours, 56 minutes and 4 seconds.


The song “3” by Britney Spears is 3 minutes 33 seconds long.


A 12-year-old’s science project showed that Fast food ice was

dirtier than toilet water .


The USA bought Alaska from Russia for 2 cents an acre , adding up

to $7.2 million .


“Eleven plus Two” and “Twelve plus One” both equal 13 and both

have 13 letters. In fact they both have THE SAME 13 letters.


When a puppy is born, it is blind and toothless.


“Silent” and “listen” are spelled with the same letters.


“W” is the only letter in the English alphabet that is

more than one syllable.


Cursing when you’re hurt actually helps reduce pain.


A way you can tell if you’re whispering or not is to put your hand

at your throat. If you feel vibrations, you’re talking.

If you don’t, you’re whispering.


The voice of Mickey Mouse for 32 years, and the current voice

of Minnie Mouse were actually married in real life.


In 1898, 14 years before the Titanic sank, Morgan Robertson

wrote a book about a ship called the “Titan” that crashed into

an iceberg and sank.


Tomatoes and cucumbers are fruits, not vegetables.


The Olsen twins wore FAKE TEETH on Full House episodes because

their teeth began to look different.


There’s roughly 380 sesame seeds on an average McDonald’s Big Mac bun.


A penny is worth 1 cent but it costs 1.7 cents to make it.


Lightning is 5 times hotter than the sun.


At exactly 06 minutes and 07 seconds after 5 o’clock on August 9th of

this year it will be 05:06:07 08/09/10.

This will not happen again until the year 3010 .


LOL isn’t just laugh out loud. LOL is also “fun” in Dutch.


No matter how hard you squeeze the two ends of an egg,

it will NEVER break.


Huge, several hundred pound rocks in Death Valley mysteriously

move really far, all on their own. No one knows how,

because no one’s ever seen it happen.


If you put two straws in your mouth: one inside a drink and one

outside it, you won’t be able to drink through either straw.


Newborn babies cry but they have no tears. Their tear ducts aren’t

formed until they are a month old.


A piece of paper can’t be folded in half more than 7 times .


No word in the English language rhymes with purple, orange,

month or silver.


Chewing gum can keep you from crying when cutting onions.


Months that begin on a Sunday will always have a “Friday the 13th”.


A mosquito is more likely to bite a blonde than a brunette.


Odds are, any memory you believe you have before the age of 4

isn’t real. They are false memories and have usually either

been told to you by someone else, or you made them up

without knowing it.


There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar.


In New York, the penalty for jumping off a building more than

50 ft without a permit is death.


Elephants are the only land mammals that cannot jump.


If you look at the sun RIGHT NOW, you are technically looking back

in time. It takes eight minutes for light from the sun to reach Earth.


A strawberry is not an actual berry, but a banana is.


You can’t hum while holding your nose closed.


The sentence “The quick brown fox jumps over a lazy dog” uses

every letter of the alphabet.


The lion costume in the film Wizard of Oz was made from real lions.


Eating celery is technically exercise. When you eat celery, you burn

more calories than you consume.


A toothpick is the object most-often choked on by Americans.


Men have nipples because, as an embryo, everyone is a female

until the Y chromosome kicks in.


A female platypus sweats milk.


The powerful 8.8 magnitude earthquake that rattled Chile likely

shifted the Earth’s axis an estimated three inches and shortened

the day by 1.26 microseconds.


‘racecar’ is spelled the same forwards and backwards.


‘Uncopyrightable’ is the longest word in the English language that

doesn’t repeat a letter once.


Penguins cannot walk backwards.


In 1963, baseball pitcher Gaylord Perry remarked, ‘They’ll put a man

on the moon before I hit a home run.’ On July 20, 1969,

just minutes after Neil Armstrong set foot on the moon,

Gaylord Perry hit his first home run.


Vending machines kill four times more people each year than sharks do.


Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete.


When you put a seashell next to your ear, it’s the sound of

your blood surging in your veins, not the ocean.


bits of me revealed at .. 12:17 PM.
Friday, October 22, 2010 - [travelling studies]

This week seems to have flown by.. all I've been doing is travelling around Singapore, PlazaSing kopitiam, esplanade library, school, different parts of NYP, Frontier CC, wilkie, Serangoon Central, Bishan St22, all just to find places to study!





I really need to begin my econs, I've been putting it aside wayyy too many times!


I have so many reasons why I ❤ NYP


1. there's a direct bus from home
2. it's not far from home
3. it's sheltered all the way, so no sun so rain, or wind to blow me away.
4. it was a damn comfy and empty library!





5. the library was has so many powerpoints and giant tables and DVD players with many many TVs which have led me to watch a couple of movies while studying :x
6. NYP got a few canteens plus fastfood plus shops to entertain me when I'm bored.





this is $2 :DDD RV food suckzx .


7. NYP has a POSB! hurray!


Okay anyway, macdonalds monopoly is back :DD a good reason to nom mac, but I'm very sick of it because I keep camping there at night with Keegan D:





I spent $66 in Popular last night! Buying a book, TYS answerkey, alotalot of pens, post-its, files and .. basically stationery @@" daddy's gonna go berserk!





This is daniel's beloved rocket planner :o which he found after one year!





it says "All women shall be happy".





guess it's kinda cute ^^
rocket zoooooooooooooooom~





lastlyyy, I love my phone, I love my phone, I love my phone!






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Toodles!


bits of me revealed at .. 11:48 PM.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 - [tumblr? or not]

spent like 2hours looking at ppl's tumblr and deciding whether or not to create a tumblr, and did after all because I want to use monoslide for free ):
although there's a limit to the number of pictures T__T


I guess I'll keep two blogs then,
see which one I feel like using on which day, hahaha :x
tumblr is insanely lag,
at least for me ):


and this account holds so many archives already D: !

bits of me revealed at .. 12:10 AM.
Monday, October 18, 2010 - [balanced weekend]

I was walking home in the dark today @@" literally, 'cause the streetlights were off! Which made me how significant these public goods were, and as insignificant it may be to me, I'm very thankful that they exist in such abundance in Singapore.


I've been so lazy to update, but if I don't, I won't have a peace of mind, and it'll keep accumulating, so I'll summarize my weekend [: but first some random shots @@"





pluto's in danger of being kidnapped..






boys and their toys seriously..
the purple thingy is called a primevibe to enhance the sound of the guitar,
the small plastic thing is called a saddle, replaced by an ivory saddle so the sound is also enhanced. @@"





had facial before graduation hahaha, it hurt ):
dy's doodles on our last day of school..


There are wayyyyyyyy too many pictures of graduation, I will not even attempt to blog them, but it was really a bittersweet ceremony [:
studied with chee and mantou for awhile at frontier before zooming off to SCAPE





chee's red specs (Y)





Saturday was a great day!
Finally completed my Organic Chem Revision in 6hours, with the help of whitemochafrapp and I got a starbuckz card :D






'cause I was there for awfully long, the man very kindly asked me to leave after 6 hours and he looked so shy to ask me to leave lololol. I❤Starbucks. so much more conducive than home.





4 and counting~
The next 3hours were spent walking, taking pictures, sweating and etcetc... @@" went to "iLight Marina Bay" it's some lights display art show thingy. (too many photos, go refer to FB x_x)





I swear I can't do a baby freeze ):





this was an amazing shot, because initially the lighted bench had loads of people on it, and somehow everyone made way for us hahaha [: !







lol our lights tour ended there.
went on the Helix Bridge!





stopped to watch Natasha Studio's dans Festival.





mass bboy?! oooh


Sunday was nice too, had tuition and a disturbing call from mum then went to Jitterbug Swingapore to watch the "Freestyle Team" practice for their performance.


had popeye's w FS team!





yixuan has prettay hairrr





went to study at Mac with Keegan. Keegan's a pretty good study buddy, super focused and monitors the time very well and forces me to take eye breaks etc hahaa [: had a comfy 5mins ride home.

bits of me revealed at .. 7:26 PM.

✖ The WITNESS ✖


Ayesha Hamid.
Chinese mummy + Indian daddy + Canadian born + Singaporean raised + Australian university education. (yes I speak Mandarin too)

a girl who loves to smile, dance and NOMNOM. She cannot live in a world of black and white. Favourite animal? Horse. no not obsessed, Pegasus over Unicorn.



she laughs uncontrollably,talks very
animatedly with all sorts of actions, careful she might hit you.



she'll space out suddenly
and you never gonna know what she does next,
but that's just who she is,
take it or leave it [:

The reason why this blog sounds and looks as childish as it is, is purely to preserve the memories I had as a kid, and compare my life then and now, no matter how embarrassing my past may be.



her many nick names!
Mir0kii!
Milo-Key!
miromiro!
ShaSha!
SHAAAAAA!
Asia ..
AYUSHI!
Sylvanas~
Scarlett Skyterror~
Honeyyydew~
The Serangoon Friend


She's gonna be a film producer one day!
Currently in Queensland University of Technology
with a double degree in Film and Advertising.



graduated from the "nurse" school
River Valley High in 2010
had some of her worse life experiences there
but met some of the world's greatest friends too ♥

She's generally a really gooooooooooood tempered person [:


But I do warn you, she can be very unpredictable at times!

If you think you know her, think again.

The only witness and the only person who can judge her life is herself.

She likes to take pictures, if you think she has uploaded a picture of you or there's something somewhat offensive and you can't sleep knowing it's there, tell her.



You're not obligated to stay and read, if you hate it, goodbye and have a nice day.

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✖ She PLEADED ✖


*produce a superhero film w Paramount Pictures, or work with Marvel for their upcoming Superhero flicks
*produce a Funkstyle based dance movie w Jon. M. Chu
*be in production of LOTR or GoT productions. (if there are any more after Hobbit)


*Meet Behati or become a VS model *write a $5m cheque to my mom and dad with the money I earn
*meet Taeyang and SNSD in person [:
*Have twins ♥
*Build my own house with a lovely swing, a pool, pool table, dance studio, mini theatre, DDR machine and live with my friends!


*Ride in a hot air balloon
*Skydiving
*Swim with dolphins
*Drive down Route 66
*Watch a concert at MSG (Madison Square Garden)
*Visit the Playboy Mansion
*Visit Walt Disney Studios & Harry Potter Studios
*Play at Six Flags with all my RollerCoaster Kakis
*Legoland
*Harry Potter Themepark
*Pyramids in Egypt
*Scuba-diving at Great Barrier Reef
*Climb to the top of the Statue of Liberty
*Take photo at the HOLLYWOOD sign
*Skinny-Dipping at Maldives
*Watch bull-fighting in Spain
*Tomato Festival in Spain
*Wear a Yukata and enjoy the Summer Festival in Japan
*Stonehenge in England
*Watch sumo-wrestling live in Japan
*White-water Rafting
*Taj Mahal Tour
*Watch a show at the Sydney Opera House
*Ride the Japan Bullet train
*Gamble at Macau
*Gondola in Venice (again)
*Climb the Eiffel Tower (again)
*Lean on the Leaning tower of Pisa (again)
*Picnic in Hyde Park (again)
*Visit a castle
*See the Temple of the Gods (Greece)



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