Saturday, August 15, 2009 - [who're you gonna lie to next?]
Mummy,
Today daddy gave me letter which he wanted to dispose of, it was a letter you wrote to him August 1989 when you were pregnant with brother.
I totally cannot believe the words you used, and the contents of the letter.. I cannot believe how you lied, lied so much to me whenever I asked about your marriage.
You always seemed so unhappy, like you hated daddy, and everything he did was wrong and you were right. I finally asked, in June, why you even married him. You told me he forced you. It was a lie wasn't it?
I don't know what to say to you now when I next see you, I just realise that all these years, I was never wrong.
You just despise him now because he's better off? he's moved on? you just can't bear to leave him, is that it? you just feel so hurt seeing him with someone else right? Why the hell do you keep denying and poisoning me we evil thoughts of my dad EVER trying to take advantage of me.
I've tolerated long enough.
I seriously pity the new guys you know and told me about, and how everytime I'm with you and we meet people, you keep saying "Oh, this is my daughter, I divorced her father. Do you know, her father is extremely cruel.... " yadda yadda, thanks a lot. How do you think I feel, when you say that in front of me. Have you no bloody feelings? From your letter, you seem like a very passionate lover. but what the hell happened..
Please stop lying, life isn't very long.
Today daddy gave me letter which he wanted to dispose of, it was a letter you wrote to him August 1989 when you were pregnant with brother.
I totally cannot believe the words you used, and the contents of the letter.. I cannot believe how you lied, lied so much to me whenever I asked about your marriage.
You always seemed so unhappy, like you hated daddy, and everything he did was wrong and you were right. I finally asked, in June, why you even married him. You told me he forced you. It was a lie wasn't it?
I don't know what to say to you now when I next see you, I just realise that all these years, I was never wrong.
You just despise him now because he's better off? he's moved on? you just can't bear to leave him, is that it? you just feel so hurt seeing him with someone else right? Why the hell do you keep denying and poisoning me we evil thoughts of my dad EVER trying to take advantage of me.
I've tolerated long enough.
I seriously pity the new guys you know and told me about, and how everytime I'm with you and we meet people, you keep saying "Oh, this is my daughter, I divorced her father. Do you know, her father is extremely cruel.... " yadda yadda, thanks a lot. How do you think I feel, when you say that in front of me. Have you no bloody feelings? From your letter, you seem like a very passionate lover. but what the hell happened..
Please stop lying, life isn't very long.
bits of me revealed at ..
12:57 AM.
Sunday, August 09, 2009 - [Economics Oscars!]
Hello (:
yesterday was a significant milestone in my life, because me and my friends made an attempt to win the Oscars! .. the one hosted by RV's Econ's Dept. oh well.. after 3 hours of script-writing, 3 hours of filming and... 3 more hours of film editting...
Tadahhh~
Our of curiosity, I went to search for other Oscars, and only found one, but people around the world also made interesting clips..
yesterday was a significant milestone in my life, because me and my friends made an attempt to win the Oscars! .. the one hosted by RV's Econ's Dept. oh well.. after 3 hours of script-writing, 3 hours of filming and... 3 more hours of film editting...
Tadahhh~
Our of curiosity, I went to search for other Oscars, and only found one, but people around the world also made interesting clips..
bits of me revealed at ..
2:56 PM.
