you'll never know the real me ♥

Friday, February 29, 2008 - [RAWR]

Its krazy.. why is everyday so damn tiring.. !!!!! I feel myself on the verge of imploding.. grr.. smth's majorly wrong.. well.. daddy's home ._. yay? but I see no gifts for me =[

Anyway.. today's lessons were good. Maths first thing in the morning ._. well.. I can't remember what we did but.. P.E was exhausting~ First was the usual jogging one round for warm-up, then we had to train for Napha test, so urm.. we did 60 sit-ups, 60 push-ups, where I cheated myself and did 44 sit-ups and 38 push-ups =x My shuttle run timing was 11.06s and Qinyu said the timer had a reaction time slower than humans, so I should be alittle faster than that ^^ Didn't have time for Standing Broad Jump though, we were ushered onto redcarpet to run 3 rounds.. yay I ran in 6.30mins =] It's good enough for me. I was like sprinting after Siyao, who immediately starting sprinting as well, and we sorta collided at the end with the same timing *grins*

I forgot to bring my wallet today =D pro uhhh.. so I stoned in class for break and tried to do a split by playing that scissors paper stone, amazingly, Pammy's sooo flexible!! It was time for CID, where I realised I had completely forgotten about retyping our GPP and Jobscope. So we raced against time in the ComLab with 2 very uncooperative computers that kept hanging and one refused to let us log on.. wtf? == I stayed back in the lab to complete while the other 2 went back first. Else we get scolded.

We presented, and Siyao showed our webbie =D http://devilish16angels.blogspot.com and made alot of typing errors like blogpot ==! I ~~accidentally~~ revealed that we had sold cards during Valentine's Day which is actually before our GPP got approved, I stood stunned with 2 words ringing in my head.. "oh shyt!" Fortunately, Mr. Ong didn't comment and smiled back =x

As for Chinese, I deserve a standing ovation for attaining 3 oout of 10 for my fill-in-the-blanks worksheet =] English went by.. Elit went by reading alot of poems and getting more.. until CCA.. which wasn't all that bad (: I was called to meet Mrs.Look along with Grace, Ariel and Jesslyn.. in my mind "Im in deep doo-doo" It ended up as me, clearing all my thoughts about them, shaking hands and starting afresh as friends yay *smiles* Apparently, still not much leads but Im glad to have cleared one of the biggest worries I have been holding on to..

I went back just in time for Scene 2 Rehearsal.. and I felt more confident ^^

Went home.. and watched another movie =D

"The only reward of virtue is virtue; the only way to have a friend is to be one." -- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Labels: Friendship is a blessing

bits of me revealed at .. 11:59 PM.

Thursday, February 28, 2008 - [Argumentative]

=D Im proud of myself for reaching home at 8.05pm after a wonderful 3 hours of CIP at Bukit Merah Community Library and then an hour and a half bus ride home! 0oh.. while doing CIP, I kept wondering why jumbled shelves irk me so much.. must be as what Mr. Ong says~ Virgos are perfectionists~ I love that ^^ but being a perfectionist is realllly difficult.. ahem look at my atrocious maths =x

Let's begin today.. I was abit fed-up with my brother early in the morning, I mean he asked me to accompany him in the morning when he goes to the army, I consent and he keeps making me get up and get ready super freakin' early.. such that I reach school even before the classroom door opens ._. Aiyo, you don't wanna sleep, let me have my precious sleep lehh.. have you any idea how stressful it is, being an RVian.. *screams*

So we kick off the day in a rather moody way, I left house and remembered that I had forgot to charge my iPod the night before. shyt. I had no music on the way to school.. rawr =[ Anyway I survived.. and I was looking at the ground as I shuffled to school and I nearly collided with this dashing guy =] LOL anyway I was still blurr in the morning.. Sighs.. as I predicted, Siyao didn't bring the Chem Car stuff. lol.. which is why I did CIP today..

Team A - Siyao, Me, RuoLan, Pammy, Shu Hui, Winnie, Qinyu, Lilin and Esther( did I leave out anyone? >< ) anyway, team A pulled off our 2-0 loss to Team C( I think its team C ) and beat Team D 2-0 too.. *smirks* I'm beginning to like soccer ^^ with the exception of me missing 4 shots last week, and 2 today. damn, Im a terrible striker, but team captain won't allow me to switch to mid-fielder.. =[ its bad to make wrong decisions for your friends okay.. Please swap me with someone else..

We had our newspaper sharing today =D which is usually done on Wednesdays but we got our HCL papers ytd tts why.. still buzzing on about Edison Chen. dots. It's ~~the computer repair mens'~~ everyone's fault..

Edison and his female accomplices are not wrong in taking nude photos, I mean, so what? Is it against the law? Of course, being celebs, they have responsibility, but I guess its unfair to them.. who on earth said what celebs did were neccessarily right, and that the generaly public has to follow them.. They're just normal people with talents but also trying to lead normal, undisturbed lives, which is impossible with the papparazzi, which pokes into every aspect of celebs' lives and twist the truths to their fancy and create false impressions and usually ends up humiliating celebs.. sighhh I pity them for being mocked despite their talents, and courage to show it off. Anyway.. the media mostly at fault, 'cause they turn this incident into a big hoo-ha.. might as well publish every picture and person involved in pornographic webbies right? Even us.. we're at fault too, for supporting the media for our selfish hunger for rumours ._. *shrugs*

S.S wasn't too bad, I spent the entire lesson calculating my GPA and other results and how much I gotta get to pull myself up to mark.

My current GPA based on all my subjects and results I have received - 2.36, which should become 2.4 and the L1R5 is 24, amazingly I used HCL instead of LA for once!!! 'cause I failed LA, which is eff-ing demoralizing. So.. if I get a single F9, I need 3 freakin' A1's to balance it out. W.T.F okay.. Qinyu and I will perform magic soon, watch out!

Maths was... sighh.. as usual, understandable in lessons but greek, roman and gibberish in assignments and test @_@" Physics lesson was converted to an enquiry-based lesson =D thanks to the super spontaneous class of 4L, we simply LOVE physics =P So much so that, Mr. Suria can barely catch his breath while answering ALL our questions, which is a good thing right? =D Teachers surely would rather questions than people dozing off or doodling or well.. silence. woot.. we apparently were ahead of his teachings already.. coolness *grins*

I realise this entry is taking very long, I better speed up =/ Thennn... LA wasn't too bad, oh yeah, Siyao felt outraged at the marking scheme for S.S, guess what, tts exactly how I felt about my LA marks.. I feel the urge to bite something now.. anyway, yeah I had taken off my shoes and socks which were a little damp 'cause of the soccer field, and aiyoo.. Mrs. Law just had to call me up, so I stood barefooted and presented my expo essay thingy to the class ._. and sabotaged Qinyu <3 LOL!

Ahhh, then me and Pammy had lunchie tgt, I swear tts the lousiest counter girl I've encountered, watch you attitude kay, I would probably fire you immediately.. remember, customer's always right *rolls eyes*

CIP. Dinner. Bus. Home. Bye.

"Ain't it a shame that all the world can't enjoy your mad traditions." -- Rufus Wainwright

Labels: dead beat.

bits of me revealed at .. 8:33 PM.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 - [farfetched dreams]

I have spent 2 hours doing absolutely NOTHING.

Am I guilty for wasting time? Hell yes. I intended to revise Maths today, but I can't 'cause my Math's file is happily seating under my table in class, and I asked Mr.Ong for a revision worksheet before the test, he said he will give it to the entire class, and im sorry for those who like me, suck at it and therefore dislike maths, I think he won't make the worksheet compulsory.

Early in the morning~ there was another power-cut again lol. Until Mr. Suria turned it back on, the 3 classes at the bottom row beside the canteen block enjoyed life in darkness (: perfect for sleeping - lights out, power air-con and mp3 xD.. we received this NTU booklet. I had jumbled feelings upon flipping through it.

1) why do we have this now? we're not even like graduating, or in year 6, and who says ~~we'll~~, I'll get promoted.. with my grades? The odds are low.

2) why doesnt NTU offer law~! Thats what I've wanted since.. since.. 3 years ago!

3) I have no idea what that booklet is really about, I have no idea what engineering is, to me its like working in a powerplant or factory fixing and inventing stuff =D

4) Im simply not interested in futhering studies in singapore (:

So this lil booklet made us Lit students late, very late for E-Lit. Anyway, I don't mind.. and we Lit students all know why~ we received "The Crucible" which is our new play we're gonna study in Semester II. incredible, the author's little note: "I don't write plays to touch people and play with their emotions. I grip their throats and barely let them gasp for air between intervals until the end." well, it was something like that =x coolness.

Physics. As expected~ Mr. Suria dragged the lesson and ate our recess instead of letting us eat. *rolls eyes*

Our class girls have proven themselves super bonded by the fact that 8 people squeezed and shared a table. sweet <3

Lessons went by quickly.. HCL, omfg I got a b4 for once, no more C *tears of joy* and two people I know didn't do well, although they ~~should~~ ARE supposed to. I really can't believe that of everyone in the class, it was them! and the class exclaimed loudly too. lol..

Chem was fine =] reasonable marks ! yay, I had predicted my score in pencil, and ohmygawd I got it ^^v

Maths, Mr. Ong shared with us about prison and school public caning. ouch.

Ooh we spent another PDP lesson discussing seating arrangements, hahaha I love you Pammy, for your rebellious actions and now guess what? You're back to your original place and right infront of me *smirks* Assembly was just as irrelevant to me as that NTU booklet. Honestly, I am very very very doubtful about making the grade.

American Maths Competition was a really cheapskate thing ._. I prefer AusMC now. The LT4 was freakin' cold, thats all I gotta say.

Anyway~ I realised that people who comment on videos on Youtube are really moronic and senseless, like watching an MV. I can understand when people scream that the singer/band is sooo super uber cool, and good-looking and go crazy over them etc. But those people who have too much time on their hands decide its very nice to provoke to the fans and insult the singer/band. I mean what the heck is your problem.. Don't like it? Don't watch it, simple ==.. I just don't get some people.

Before I waste any more time~ I'm gonna grab dinner, shower and go watch a perfect movie, why perfect 'cause even if the story or acting isn't good(very rarely do I find a movie a waste), I'll have my hot choco and cookies, strong air-conditioning, dimmed chandelier lights, two sofas to myself and all the fluffy cushions, surround sound and.. well no disturbance!

I've noticed an increasing number of people like to post a picture that has to relation to their posts before the start their post. =o well, to be different, I shall put a quote of saying that I like =]

"Love doesn't make the world go round, it's what makes the ride worthwhile" -- Ashley <3

Labels: touching the intangible.

bits of me revealed at .. 7:33 PM.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 - [unearthly timings]

I feel my whole body aching..

cca's just over~ I've just had dinner =] and im supposedly refreshed, but im still so sleeeeeepyyyy thanks to my brother who rushed me early in the morning x_x he wants to go to school with me, and yet we don't talk at all while walking or on the train ._. lol?

Ohh Thank God, there's only one piece of homework today which is Chem and its 2 qns yayness.. anyway bro's homeeee~ he said he vomitted over his uniform and bag 'cause he gt posted to be a medic.. sighhh and he was shown a decapitated head, amputated limbs and etc.. he says he could handle the gore but he felt dizzy.. haha and he's like "Hey, anyone injured and calls the ambulance, I'll be there!" lol.. =] oh whatever, as long as bro's in good hands in the army ^^ my baby boy is growing up, becoming a man~! =x Often I've felt im the older sibling .. =P

Anywayy.. today was an average day.. I gt A2 for E-Lit, and Mrs. Law said she was very lenient on our marking =x tqtqtq~ ahhh then again.. my maths.. =/ Mr. Suria began a new topic "Magnetic Field" which he assured the class, NO CALCULATIONS! Omfg~ I swear I would have jumped for joy if he wasn't around =x and on my right side.. someone shared the exact opposite sentiments "Sighh.. I'm gonna fail then, I'm only good at calculations T___T !!" See.. my laopo and I are like two worlds apart, but our love goes farr~

Change of topic, Grace wasn't at drama session, she had debates training, and only two lil year 1's stayed behind for drama.. ahem! LOL. The Character Chair exercise was hilarious especially when Sonjia was up there, and talking about 50before20 and giving cynical and totally unpredicted answers, sweet~ Taking over Grace and doing improvision wasn't exactly a piece of cake..

Im gonna proceed on my money-maker now~

T___T why isn't MSN working..?

Labels: panda.

bits of me revealed at .. 7:52 PM.

Monday, February 25, 2008 - [Responses..]

Im scared. I told some people about the police being involved.

2nd Mommy: Good, the person can learn a lesson, don't be afraid, I will be there to protect you if the person finds you, don't think too much, everything will be fine.

Siyao: ...omg? So serious, you still wanna find out?

Me: dunno.. im so scared, but my parents and the school would probably wanna know, and they've already done all this..

Siyao: oh.. then find out ba!

Pammy: I think you SHOULD go to the police, or at least announce to the school about the incident, the culprit might get scared if it involves the police. Its very serious to insult someone's race.

Daddy: Well, tell your discipline mistress to just threaten the suspects first, give them a stern warning, and not report to the police at this stage, however if it happens again, definitely the police will intervene.

Im still scared, depite knowing my family will protect me, i love them and im really thankful to those helping, especially the school.

Labels: scared..

bits of me revealed at .. 7:09 PM.

Firstly.. I would like to apologize to whoever who gets offended by my blog comments, I admit I can be rather impulsive and say things I don't really mean, im sure there are others like that too, but im just sorry..

Today's post shall be all about that interrogation, well it seemed like one, just to sum the other things, Sunday was super boring, i finished watching "why why love" and I so wish the ending wasn't like that.. and today's lessons were okay~ I just passed my Maths test, yay.. but alot of people scored full marks ._. sighh and Physics test was kinda challenging, such that RuoLan and Siyao said they would get single digit marks out of 45 marks.. exaggeration? I doubt..

Anyway, a big sorry to the maths department, I didn't mean to insult you guys, but Im just frustrated at myself for being a total dunce at maths, sorry to my parents and sister(even though you can't read yet) and of course sorry for the comments on Mrs. Look's morning announcements, Mrs. Law's marking scheme Mr. Suria's seating arrangements and Mrs. Lee's constant reminders to be a good ambassador of River Valley.

So.. there is this person who insulted me previously, and my dad and put racist comments, as much as I would like to protect this person from punishment, I would also like to know who you are, so I can at least settle our conflict. Right now, if you're reading this, Im begging you, just admit it, things have already become really complicated, if you don't believe me, I can tell you that the police and law will most likely be involved.

Mrs. Look and Mr. Tan were really nice to me just now, in the general office, although they both saw my vulgar comments, I wasn't scolded, im really thankful for that.. I have to do another report on the possible suspects, which is actually all my MSN contacts, Im really sorry to have to drag in all the innocent people, and I really wish this case can be settled quickly .. life goes on..

I do feel remorseful as well, like what Mrs. Look said, I might have unknowingly offended some people, I apologize and if the culprit does admit, I promise not to hate/dislike/sabotage you or anything, my only intention is why, why you did such a thing, nothing more. Its okay to dislike/hate/loathe/curse me to death, 'cause im not perfect, i make mistakes as well and of course I really have no intention of harming anyone.

So once again, Im sorry, and will the person please own up, before the matter gets more complicated..?

By the way, I checked, Flashbox! has some problems with their system so the tagboard is temporarily unavailable.

Labels: sorry to all..

bits of me revealed at .. 6:48 PM.

Sunday, February 24, 2008 - [Satteedaee]

I guess im happier now, but still nt very happy, cuz of maths ._. anyway I just remembered "Mind Your Language" tts why the title is well like that.

Now, whilst im typing, bro is furiously trying to pass the Story Mode - Supper, lol, I can't do it either T___T

So yesterday, I went out to the library, cuz I was so unhappy, and I was doing my physics revision.. for 2 and a half hours, den I continued my story.. and I was so elated writing and writing, the people beside me changed 4 times, so i guess I was at the library for quite long... I was so pleased at my 4 pages of writing =D so I decided to call Pammy, and some freakin' librarian who wasn't even wearing the uniform came and said, no handphones in the library, and wadde hell, people around me were talking on the phone too, without getting told off.. wtf? Just because im a student isit.. rawr.. one day I'll grow up and openly use the handphone there, then you come to me, I'll tell your manager you were using too =P

I shall cut the crap, anyway, as I was leaving the library, some guy who i had saw walking around, when I came, was at the door. I went out and he followed, and the beeper rang, so he had to go back in, and when he came out, he hurried to me and asked "Hey, do you wanna have a coffee with me?" I replied "Sorry, can't, gotta go meet my mum" which was true! So anyway I sped up and rushed into the toilet, and called Pammy.. I realised that guy was like waiting outside the toilet.. So I told Pammy how freaky it was, and she was like, "Go have coffee with him la" == .. how ironic, 'cause the day before, during EL, me and Ee Ling asked MinNi whether any guys would ask for her number when she went out, and she told us all about her different experiences.. creepy T___T !

Anyway I called my mum to tell her to come meet me earlier.. so yeah i managed to lose tt pervert on the train, and then, i gt tt swimming costume, new pair of flip-flops, a top and my wonderful desired Esprit pants yay~

we met a really beautiful girl at the playground in the centre of vivo, she was only 5, but drop dead gorgeous, her mummy said she was mixed Spanish, English and Philipino ~ omfg okay, damn pretty, I wish I was also a mixture of different countries nt races .. oh well, being mixed is fun =D ahh, I love to imagine the number of guys chasing after her when she's older.. so pretty !!!

kay.. den we went home.. i continued watching [ why why love ] aiyo, why doesn't Jia-Di like Huo-Yan ~!~!~!~!

Labels: i love shopping with mum ~

bits of me revealed at .. 10:16 AM.

Saturday, February 23, 2008 - [major depression.]

FUCKING KILL ME ALREADY

IM SUPER BLOODY FED-UP WITH LIVING, MY LIL SISTER IS REALLY DAMN IRRITATING, KEEP THROWING AND BITING AND DESTROYING MY THINGS, WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO HER. FUCK. AND DADDY AND MUMMY CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO TAKE CARE OF HER, KEEP GOING OUT AND LEAVING HER HOME TO RUIN MY ALREADY FUCKING DISGUSTINGLY TERRIBLY FUCKED-UP LIFE.

AND I'M SO FREAKING LOUSY AT MATHS I WANNA DROP MATHS, WHICH CANNOT BE DONE.

KNS LA, IM SO DAMN BLOODY FREAKING USELESS AT STUDIES, WHY THE HELL AM I UNABLE TO DO MATHS. MATHS MATHS MATHS, ITS JUST FREAKING PLAYING WITH NUMBERS, SUCH A SIMPLE THING I CAN'T DO. FUCK.

Labels: i can't supress my anger anymore

bits of me revealed at .. 11:14 AM.

Sighs. I've been super duper uber unhappy the past 2 days.. zz on both Thursday and Friday, i came home and began screaming in chinese to my family, even though no one understands.. rahhh they're really irritating, always preaching about family family family, keep complaining the family isn't united at all, and tt's so my fault?

As im blogging.. I've been hearing this 190bpm song of Audition called Love Match like a few thousand times already.. the person behind me is a great hypocrite.

This was him last night

"I've decided not to play anymore, so waste time"

Shuddup.

Anyway the same person is able to play "Spanish Romance" on the guitar which makes me forgive him (: so suuuweeeeeeet.

Pammy's angry act is very successful i guess, she was throwing vulgarities at her dentist on thursday for making her waiting time triple her treatment time. lol ..

I'm really sad now, cuz Eeling showed me her Maths Retest Paper. ohmygawd, I've gt so many wrong, I'm bound to fail.. T_T nvm I gotta try harder next test T____T.

Anyway alot of ~~people~~ girls are crazy over the new Chem and P.E teacher, muahahahaha, believe it or not, we were neighbours once =] Now i feel so evil *smug look* with some people asking me about him, and rofl.. Siyao challenging that she's taller than him LOL.

EL was okay i guess (: My lovable buddy Bernice went off to play with the sec 1's and non cast members, while Eeling and I were entertained my the incredible MinNi, who took time off being her punkstar and talking to us, about experiences with pervertic guys in public LOL. I'mma lousy understudy =x didn't focus on Grace's actions. oopsy. Hopefully when Grace has gt Debates, Renee doesn't rehearse tt scene =/

rawr. I gotta do homework, this weekend's one seems to be awfully an enormous pile ._.

Labels: all guys should learn the guitar.

bits of me revealed at .. 9:55 AM.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 - [Chemistry Project]

AHHHHH~

I was so freakin' tired from watching my drama(oh btw, i was too tired to post ytd, so its double posting again) anyway an audition player is distracting me on msn D: i wanna faster type this and go watch my drama x3

oh right so i'll skip everything and go straight to the few things that make me err torn apart. First, double physics, omg i love physics but Mr. Suria talks like a machine gun and people don't really catch what he says LOL.

I'm beginning to like Chinese lessons, believe it or not! we had a wonderful err debate? whole class disliking IP versus the helpless or so Mr Tan Chuan Long =D well maybe some classmates like IP? no idea. which reminds me, RL laopo and I feeeeeel like xfer-ing to VJC =D with the IP cert, cuz Mr.Tan said we could, but i wanna go SAJC =o LOL whatever, we'll let time decide =]

LOL our Chem car was so totally "awesome" like the supposed explosion was soooo massive our car didnt move =D

Anywayy MR SURIA FREAKIN' CHANGED ME AND PAMELA AWAY, OH COME ON LA, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH US SITTING TOGETHER LA. I MEAN WE AREN'T VERY DISRUPTIVE IN CLASS RIGHT, AND HOW THE HELL CAN I EVEN GET TOLD OFF FOR TOO MUCH COMMENTS AND ANSWERING AND PAMELA ALSO GETTING BANNED FROM ANSWERING QUESTIONS DURING LANG ARTS AND E LIT. WHATS MORE MR. SURIA, ALTHOUGH I DOUBT YOU WILL READ THIS, WHAT KIND OF MORAL ARE YOU TEACHING BY CHEATING PAMELA'S FEELING.

here's a sweet rebellion to the school from me and Pammy, we're still contemplating on sending it to the school and sign a petition.

School
What is the school trying to teach us? They keep saying that they want to develop our moral character as well as our academic results.
But what does it really show when the teachers they employ are not conveying the right message? Example, they tell us that we should be trustworthy and yada yada. However, the teachers (ie Suria) they don’t set a good example. They can go back on their words.
He said that if we choose to sit beside a boy, we can stay in that seat. I picked a position where I wanted to sit at and in the very next instant, my seat was changed again. Is this what they consider trustworthy? How can I trust him anymore?! Mrs Look says that if we can cheat on a minor test now, who knows if we will cheat on our spouses and on our taxes in the future.

What right does Mrs Lee have to keep telling us to tidy our hair and adjust socks and skirt-length, why is it that no matter HOW we try to look presentable, we just keep getting ticked-off, does the school find it entertaining? i mean its like we have human rights also okay. what is WRONG about short skirts and low socks, its not as though we're not wearing school uniform, fine in school we must look smart, but the students interpretion of SMART and the school is different. Oh so the school always encourages us to like, have a STRONG PERSONAL BELIEF, what nonsense is this then, i firmly believe that school uniform is just a way of identifying us, like so the public can keep complaining to the school about our rude public behaviour.
another issue is the strange new methods of education in our school. yes, we have IP, it has been implemented in other schools, its working, fine. But according to the newspaper, IP is supposed to enhance the student;s creativity, and i can see out creativity being greatly increased, from test right in JANUARY, and our we have a very attractive promotion criteria of GPA 3.0.

Nevermind IP, why must our school have such weird things like TFU, ASK or CHAMPS, i mean why don't other schools have it, is the school really that egoistic to need to be oh so special, we already have incredibly unique uniforms no other schoool would dare to challenge us and copy it

Labels: teenagers are known to be rebellious

bits of me revealed at .. 9:15 PM.

School's so boring.

So what, we have some ridiculously free students who have nothing better to do than throwing wet tissue onto washroom ceilings, gawd how childish can they get.. its making us stand longer at morning assembly.

Lit lesson.. not bad, i decided to only ignore Mrs. Law in L.A and nt in Lit, and oh shyt she probably refers to my essay when she said, some of those people's essays which i read did not use SOUND or IMAGERY. shyt shyt. ._.

Maths was wonderful == i left my files at home, so tadahh nth to do but stare at the board.. lemme see, i was amazingly the only one who remained in class for recess =D yay i managed to get around 2mins of sleep before Pammy came in with a drink.. sighs.. so sleeeeeeeeeeeepy!

Chem test was okay i guess *prays to get at least 20 out of 30 marks*

EL was interesting? lol well, poor juniors intro-ed thrice and we played a game called "What Are You Doing?" lawls.. Sleeping Beauty script hadn't arrived.. year 4's were assigned to be mentors for year 1s.. and Grace said, hey mantee (O_O what a weird term)! I'll bring you mentos next Friday.. lol?

Dental was.. okay~ i was nearly late == and its like i gotta go fer an x ray and probably extract 4 teeth.. @@"

ahhh i love Taiwan dramas xD

Labels: randomness.

bits of me revealed at .. 9:08 PM.

Monday, February 18, 2008 - [monday blues..]

ahh monday's are terrible.. I feel more like Garfield by saying that, just that he is more direct and declares "I HATE MONDAYS" and tears out all the Mondays on his calendar..D:

i nearly missed school today, cuz i threw my alarm away, and suddenly sprang awake in the morning, dashed out of the house.. rawrs.. lessons were the usual.. i think i can't survive school without Pamela, SiYao and RuoLan, i mean they are always there to entertain xD

well, for morning assembly, i wonder how Mrs. Look ALWAYS has something to say, does she ever run out of things to comment on? .. and some things she mentions are pretty trivial.. ahh whatever.

our classroom is haunted. the door keeps openning itself.

A topic called Trigonometry has so manyyyy formulas to memorize okay, and Im buried under stress, and Mr Ong still said at the start of the year that there are 84 formulas in Calculus.. are you kidding me T______T !!! Mr. Suria says we'll get a definition list with 90 over terms to memorize.. Im guessing, I'll barely be alive at the end of '08 ...

omg i really feel lyk slapping Mrs. Law. stupid, i failed my Lang Arts test, so ohmygodly unbelievable T_____T ! she penalized me for leaving lines in my answer and that is so wtf?

maths test was okay i guess.. i think both tests are identical, just change of values, and im sure im gonna get the same marks for both. we had 3 classes combined rofl, unfolded the so called "divider" with makes me think of hard curtains =D

I've gt a dental appointment tmr. Am I gonna get braces?

we'll see..

well, Chem Test tmr~ gotta study, ahh i can't wait to go swimming with SiYao, haven't gone in ages~!! I wanna watch my Taiwan drama T___T! but I can't cuz of tmr's test !! Tmr, there's EL and dental, Wed there's CIP till 6pm, Thurs, gotta stay back to do Chem Project, Friday, its EL again.. and then.. next week its another Physics test. damn.

Conclusion: I'll never have time to watch my show T____T !

Labels: maths test =( chem test x_X

bits of me revealed at .. 6:36 PM.

Sunday, February 17, 2008 - [new sec 1s. sudden meeting.bliss]

17.o2.o8

i feel so blessed ^^ i went out with my parents to check out REAL ESTATE work, wooot, its not my fallback, but its an interesting job, i see my parents sure know how to plan for the future, its their second, part-time job =]

im so broke. shyt. i owe tt D16 fund $12.80 and i used $19 on a taiwan drama DVD T___T.. and another $9.50 watching KungFu Dunk again with vini D:

she was pleading me to go out with her, so i did, and T____T i feel so poor. rawr. yay daddy's gonna change my handphone plan soon =] hopefully it makes my phone bills lower =(

i feel blessed =D i have a nice family (: when no one's quarreling, i've gt a splendid house and room, which i don't really appreciate, i've gt the world's best friends, i've gt siblings i would kill for ... xD i really am lucky.

tq god ~

tmr's maths retest.. hopefully i do well x_X .. i wonder what's happened to Kevin, is he really dead =o in that case, his beautiful coffin is ready, with a huge bunch of white roses as he requested :D

i hope Mr. Robert Roseberry would quickly come back from his freakin' world tour? or where he's gone for holiday !! Im dying to work for you, how are you surviving without me to calculate all your bills and do your paperwork and accounting T____T!! come back now, at this super crucial moment when im in dire need of money ==.. damn you faster come please =(

16.o2.o8

i was revising chem, when suddenly i received a call from my laogong Siyao, who was crying on the phone and asked me to meet her today for project instead of tomorrow. She claimed tt her parents had scolded and abused her and she wanted to get out of home, so i zoomed out of house immediately, cuz i would take 1hr20mins thereabout to reach Boon Lay ==! and i decided if it were me, i would wanna get out asap. I tried to use psychic power to push the train faster, but failed.

anyway when i reached J.E, a phone call came, Siyao was crying even harder, saying she could not come out anymore, and she might not even be going to school on Monday. i was like.. wtf?! but contained it =x

Since i had came all the way, i decided to go walk around Boon Lay. nth much .. i prefer p.s (: so i decided to call Siyao a last time, in case she could suddenly come out, then i wouldn't go back home. her mummy picked up, Siyao picked also from another line, so i told her(knowing her mum was on the other phone)"since you can't come out, then its okay, i'll go home" she said " im so sorry, i made you come all the way from serangoon, my parents super guo4 fen4" then silence. then "AYESHA! I CAN GO LER!"

muahahaha so i stoned at Popular waiting for her, we bought paper stuff, and met Pamela(who we rang a gazillion times before getting a response) at the Library, we did our project, had dinner, window-shopped and i reached home at around 11.15pm ._. found a way to shoo Kevin to sleep and plopped into bed. lol was kinda fun actually xD

15.o2.o8

the most significant thing was cca orientation,

sec 1's are pretty daring this year, poor kasey had to run so much during foxes and rabbits. everyone decided to pick on her, even during whacko.. lol..

yay, we were released at 4.30pm, auditions for the new play "Sleeping Beauty" is on Tuesday, should be fun (: ahhh we'll see. can't really remember what else happened..

oh whatever.

Labels: triple posting

bits of me revealed at .. 10:38 AM.

Thursday, February 14, 2008 - [candle supply hunt!]

its its sooo late already.

i've just completed updated d16 blog (: and done physics assignment woot, its actually easy yay ^^v

ahhh, today we saw 3 doggies on the school field when going for P.E lesson, damn cute xD and QinYu was like.. arf arf !!! and the doggies were barking reply, then running away, so we guess QinYu's cursing them =x

i commented to her, well, that shows your next life might be a life as a dog, and she said... OMG? imma bitch! LOL, tt was unexpected. rofl.

well.. HCL test was okay actually, omg the lun4 zhen4 qn, was like.. shyt! mind-blank! rawr.

oh well, JunBin has proved himself a real casanova and a satisfied and repeat customer, wheeee~!

the rest of the day breezed by, this week, seems to have gone by like in a flash! must be my disgustingly huge workload, i don't know why, im always so super duper uber busy, can't even rest for 10 mins or so. x_x damn.. it must be tt legendary sec 4 curse. gawd..

sighs, our fund has taken a dip as me and pammy went to get candle supplies. a total waste of time T____T my precious time!! ahh shucks, we didn't get much materials, gonna get more from the Mooink Candle Studio on Saturday, if we can locate it, their website doesn't give their address ==! lame or what. *shrugs*

Oh yeah, made a new friend at Spotlight too, and straight away promoted our webby =]

oh well, Valentine's Day wasn't too bad (:

i love milk choco.

a rose for you ------<@

Labels: candles are troublesome~

bits of me revealed at .. 10:12 PM.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - [...]

amazing.. while blogging for the D16 webby, i decided maybe to blog again..

i damn doubtful it will last.. from.. loads of past experiences..

sighs im super bloody stressed this year, especially with that disgusting requirement of GPA 3.0

the only thing i seem to be looking forward to this year is.. maybe that trip to Taiwan ^^

School's nt so bad, i love my class, cca is.. not too bad, we're gonna have 4 performances i guess,

an assembly period

a lecture theatre performance

a public performance

Speak Good English Movement(maybe)

well.. i doubt i'll stay in ELDDS for long, i don't think im very welcome there anyway, and i guess no one realllllly needs me there. Renee has been seen to select repeated actors, since i have never passed auditions before, i doubt i will this coming Tuesday.. (:

year ones are gonna join on Friday.. goody.. thats gonna be.. interesting i guess.

Yay i passed my physics test =D but its a GPA of 2.0

shyt shyt shyt

Pamela was like "I NEED ONE MORE MARK, DAMMIT LA!" on and on and on, shaking me so vigourously..

some goons who simply can't guess why,

caused fer to freak out again.

"BECAUSE 1 MORE MARK MEANS I HAVE 2.5, DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH DIFFERENCE IS 2.0 FROM 2.5~?!"

shucks.. try harder next time.. sigh i gotta buck up too.

There's like.. a maths retest, another maths test, a chemistry test, another physics test, higher chinese test.. whoopee doo, a sweet mouth-watering treat.

E-lit test was.. simple, but i wonder if i actually answered the question, probably strayed away too far..

got v.day chocos for family and the class =)

Labels: stressed.

bits of me revealed at .. 10:21 PM.