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Sunday, February 28, 2010 - [Endofeweek.]

before I start, must say thanks to Chee, who said something that really lifted my spirits.

"Must be really z getting it from both sides, sometimes,


don't you think adults should just grow up?"


I love fridays :D


'cause the days are short and the weekend's here~


So Bunny made a new friend, called Tom ^^





Wow their relationship certainly progressed really fast. ooh..


After our 台下十年功, finally memorized, and also taught DY to dance "Gee" !!! and finally filmed it down, enjoy ^^


L-R:
me, dy, yy



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Forgot a small move haha, but much progress since we first filmed last week ahaha!


We were in the LT, chased away some juniors and lied that we had lessons there to use the LT :x one particular StingEnsemble junior was probably very confused, 'cause his CCA was scheduled to be there, so he dashed out and dashed in with his phone pasted to his face. lmao. oops :x


Anyway, went to yy's house and it started to rain DD: .. ran to her house and showered and watch tv and etc...






then as we were leaving, it rained again .. -.- ''


headed to Just Acia to have dinner :D
Bunny was excited to eat the ice cream and meet his girlfriend ahaha (:





Duno why we did this, but looks like a nice setting eh?





Dinner was great. yay.


happy, fat and sleepy


went to my place :DD






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❤ at first sight between Bunny and Bunnie ~
they qiao4 their right ears tgt. LOL. [swear we didn't adjust the ears]





yy wanted to be a bunny too.. :o





Watched "My Girlfriend is An Agent"
hilarious movie :DDD and then .. nightnight!


"Weekends don't count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless" -- Bill Watterson"

bits of me revealed at .. 9:45 AM.

what the bloody hell is wrong with you.


just fucking leave me alone.


im stupid then stupid la, don't need to say things my dumb brain can't comprehend.
Im stupid, fine.

Stop fucking saying I'm smarter than my brother, stop fucking saying that his english sucks and that I'll definitely do better.


Are you fucking obsessed with haslinda or what? Why the fuck must you always talk about her. Every bloody time I see my phone turn LEDs turn red with a "Mummie ❤"
Ironically, I get a sense of dread that I'm gonna listen to you whine and whine about how terrible your life is and how you'll never forgive daddy and how people bully you and blah.


Shit happens. Get over it.


I know its a damn big part of your life, but its gonna be 6 fucking years. Just fucking stop telling me about Haslinda. And for god's sake, just because you call her a prostitute doesn't mean I have to call her that.

You seriously think I'm going against you by saying "Stop talking about Haslinda please".


So you think it's nice if I call you every day and say "I hate this person, she ruined my life" Then, every damn day I'll call you and tell you and keep repeating what she did and blahh. Then I'll get damn agitated and start scolding the whole fucking world and then slam the phone and hang up. You like that?


You say you get bullied by everyone everyday,
and then you say that you always pray to GuanYing who WILL help you.


So why not fucking pray Haslinda drops dead tomorrow? You hate her so much, go murder her then.


Then you can stop all the damn bullshit when you talk me.


You dare to ask me, why Imran never picks up his phone.

bits of me revealed at .. 12:05 AM.
Thursday, February 25, 2010 - [(:]

today is a good day ❤

bits of me revealed at .. 10:01 PM.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 - [❤ Bunny ❤]

last sunday... went out with pamela, went to studyyyy and it rained like ... -.- when we were gonna leave so we ran ran ran in the rain and bleahh, so cold when we reached the MRT station..





currently yy and I have a new craze over this adorable donkey, so named Bunny for his long and can-stand-by-itself ears. hahaha! *ka-chik ka-chik*





Bunny has obviously met Cheehooi ^^


See bunny's home..





wenyi: How come his head is sticking out! Would you like to sleep on a bed with your head hanging out?!

lmao.


he's just too adorableeeeeee~





Some random updates.. class still wondering about what class bag to get,





girls want the square one,





boys want duffel. ._.


Or how about Everlast? O_O.





goodness, people should take initiative to find nice bags if they're gonna be so picky!


Next up, the school gates have been replaced by turnstiles, like whoa, a school with turnstiles? there's a shock. But what if I'm really really fat, I bet I can't go through it DD:


Speaking of construction stuffs, NEX mall looks like it's building really fast =o..
click here if you've forgotten haha.





GP test just passed.. blahh..
"Parents find it increasingly difficult to protect their children. What are your views?"
Maths test just passed... boo..


I tried ChewyJunior for the first time yesterday, wowness, really unglam to eat it. @@" .


School seems more fun these days, but more tiring too :o


There's the Revel Fest to look forward to I guess (Talent-time) seriously, didn't know it even existed before 2004.
Sounds cool, should we take part? ~~


There's also a new provision shop in school that's like attracting students like bees to honey. Sells cupnoodles, potatochips, biscuits, alotalotalot of sweets, fruitjuice imported from China ❤❤ and detergent and even soap and shampoo haha for the hostel peepol.





Okay, too lazy to update further DD:


my new challenge..





hmm.. looks extremely hard. ._.


"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years." -- Abraham Lincoln.

bits of me revealed at .. 8:14 PM.
Sunday, February 21, 2010 - []

please don't be sad.
I don't want you to be.
If anyone has to be hurt, let it be me.
I've already endured a lot of pain. A little more won't matter.

In a mere 17 years, I think I've been through alot that people never have.
Am I lucky?

I just want to make you, and everyone else happy.

bits of me revealed at .. 11:10 PM.

are you happy?

bits of me revealed at .. 11:07 PM.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 - [life's simple pleasures.]

when you feel down in the dumps..
you do silly stuff like this.





(just click to enlarge it, don't squint your eyes to see the words ^^)

bits of me revealed at .. 10:53 PM.




spent the day with my mortal and fellow guardian, angel, wandering around in search for the perfect piece of school accessory that might possibly please the other 14 mortals we experienve education with.


8 hours of walking, choosing and debating until coming to a final agreement which ironically we observed the day before.

bits of me revealed at .. 1:47 PM.
Thursday, February 18, 2010 - [nike love (:]

Before I begin.. I must scold someone!



Imran! You bad bad boy!

you broke my previous keyboard! and you ruined your own Razor

last time!


Stop playing L4D ! and Beatup! and err.. spamming BeatRush!

makes you violent ! *inserts ;wild face*





Okay (:


now tell me who doesn't NIKE !





we dancers definitely dont!


but my new shoes gave me around 3 blisters today T_T !


anyway.. to follow-up what Mr.Choy said during his guest appearance yesterday (yes! its the very Mr. Choy Ban Heng!)
"whenever I take a subject, I usually take 20 to 40 shots of it, to get it from all different angles."


So.... was bored last night..





This is like only a fraction of the pics I took haha, knew it would be kinda boring to look at the same thing..


oh well~


time to go practice gee ^^


ToOdles~



bits of me revealed at .. 9:28 PM.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 - [running..]

I kept this thought to myself for a few years now. maybe it's time to share it.


I've always wondered,
what if.


one day while im out, my phone battery runs flat.. or I turned if off (requires a password to turn on)
and while im out, I meet with an accident. or I suddenly get a heart attack or fits..


who would be the first person, I know, to find me?




I've been keeping a secret too.
Other than being a student, I have another occupation.


I sell fish.


But hey, there's a huge global black market that's doing just the same.








































Haslinda has taken off with Alisha.. yet again. How many days this time?


why do you keep running away.. why are you so afraid.. If you're in the right, you should come and tell me. tell daddy.


running away won't solve anything.


aren't you tired of running?


why did you take Alisha away, why do you always take her away?


Does she not belong to daddy at all?


Since she refuses to talk to me.. this is all I can do..



bits of me revealed at .. 7:40 PM.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 - [whatever, talk to my hand.]

talk about drama man. -.-


Scene 1: CNY day, parents are in Msia, im a loner im a loner~ (remember?)


Mommie wanted to go out with me to the temple, but was carrying many many things, and said it wouldn't be nice to lug around if we went out, so she came over, SINCE NO ONE WAS HOME, EXCEPT ME AND AYU. So the only people who WOULD know would be two of us.


So she came, put all the stuff in the kitchen, went to my room (cause air-con was on) to cool down and said "wa! your room so messy!"


10minutes later, we left house for the temple..


-End Scene-


Scene 2: Today. 10:10pm. Parents and baby just came home from Malaysia.



Daddy: *yelling at the top of his voice*

WHO LET YOUR MOM IN?!



Me: why? who told you?


Daddy: SHE'S NOT SUPPOSED

TO COME IN!



Me: why? she's just a visitor, she came in,

TOUCHED NOTHING,

just put her stuff down and we went out.



Daddy: I DON'T CARE, SHE CAN'T COME IN, THIS IS

MY HOUSE! OUR HOUSE!



Me: what's wrong? Did she do something? who

told you anyway? Ayu?



Daddy: IT DOESNT MATTER, HASLINDA TOLD ME


Me: How did she know? Only Ayu knows.


Daddy: IT DOESN'T MATTER.

----
Bro: AIYA, YOU HAVE THE COURAGE THE SCOLD

HER, THEN SAY WHO IS IT.



Daddy: I DON'T KNOW, HASLINDA TOLD ME,

YOU KNOW SHE'S MY EX-WIFE,

WHY DID YOU LET HER IN?



Me: I told you, she was carrying alot of stuff,

so she came to put it down,

then we went out. She didn't do anything here.



Daddy: THIS PLACE IS NOT A STOREROOM.


Me: (getting angry) SO WHAT? THIS IS YOUR HOUSE,

SO MY FRIENDS CAN'T COME IN EITHER?



Daddy: YOU KNOW THIS IS DIFFERENT.


Bro: AREN'T YOU THE ONE WHO ALWAYS SAYS

YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER?

EVEN THOUGH YOU'VE BROKEN UP?

HUH? ALWAYS SAYING YOU WISH HER THE BEST AND

WANT TO REMAIN FRIENDS?

SO TREAT HER LIKE ANOTHER FRIEND!


Daddy: SHE'S NOT A FRIEND, SHE'S MY EX-WIFE.


THIS IS MY HOUSE, I PAID FOR IT,


SHE'S NOT ALLOWED IN HERE.



Bro: YA YOU'RE SO SELFISH, EVERYTHING

BELONGS TO YOU.


Daddy: YES, ME AND HASLINDA PAID FOR IT OKAY.


YOUR FRIENDS CAN COME IN, BUT NOT HER.



Bro: DON'T TWIST YOUR WORDS, YOU'RE ALWAYS

TWISTING YOUR WORDS.


Daddy: SHUTUP.





-End Scene-


Daddy has lost. ._.


it's such an illogical argument. So what if someone came in? As far as I'm concerned, as long as nothing is stolen/misplaced or broken, it's fine. Anyway they were in Malaysia, and she came in for a mere 10minutes, who got hurt? who got shot?


Jeez. mountain out of a molehill.


Scene 3: (after some thought)


Me: (goes to alisha's room, overhears Haslinda saying "He keep scolding me") Hey, why are you so unhappy? What did my mom do to you?
Haslinda: Please. I don't want to talk now.
Me: Why?
Haslinda: You know, me and your dad, wont last.
Me: No, I'm asking why are you so angry? you didn't even see her.
Haslinda: Ayesha. Please. Don't talk to me.


-End Scene-
-.- so this is how the problem is resolved?

No wonder my family has such a bad relationship.



Scene 4: (around 10minutes after everything..)


Baby Alisha: (comes out of her room and tells daddy, rather loudly, 'cause even my brother can hear through headphones while playing Audition) Daddy, my mummy don't like you. my mummy crying.
Daddy: Quiet. Go to sleep now.


-End Scene-


...


That last bit is seriously.. rofl.


bits of me revealed at .. 10:23 PM.

i can totallly do this now~~~~


After around 4hours of learning :DDD





of course not as nice... but.. getting there :DD

bits of me revealed at .. 10:01 PM.

I feel very accomplished today.


Between 11am and 3.30pm, I managed to do 1 question from the
"Term 1 Lecture Test Revision".


I drew the f '(x) graph, given f(x)
.

bits of me revealed at .. 4:24 PM.
Monday, February 15, 2010 - [geeeeeeeeeee~]

took one hour to learn this...


and probably gonna forget it when I sleep and wake up.. x_x



bits of me revealed at .. 11:19 PM.

After 5hours of


-reading
-planning
-writing
-drawing
-picking up dropping pens
-staring into space
-massaging fingers
-correcting a tonne of mistakes
-singing along to the ipod


I have finally completed Mr.Azmi's long overdue homework, and more.
What I'm left with is..


-empty scotch tape roll
-coloured streaks across my palms
-3 awful-looking swollen fingers
-ringing ears
-satisfaction





Mr. Azmi requested for "Alkenes, Alchohols and Alkyl Halides..


but since I have to do, why not do all at one go.. @@".





Bleah, just so passionate about chemistry.


ToOdles~


"Things should be made as simple as possible, but not any simpler" -- Albert Einstein

bits of me revealed at .. 6:46 PM.
Sunday, February 14, 2010 - [Festivities]

Happy CNY, happy Valentine’s Day everyone.


Despite how festive today is, I’m not particularly joyous. I wonder why.


On Friday, the day where school ended at 10am, everyone was probably feeling whoopeeedoo~
but I went home to sleep instead because the night before I had a steamboat reunion dinner with United Nations ❤





10 more months and I can be reunited with the love of my life .. dance~


Oh well, im sure almost everyone had a really nice CNY eve yesterday, reunion dinner and etc. Surprisingly I had no call no message from mommie, so I suppose I didn’t have to go for the annual disastrous new year’s eve dinner. Yay me?


So instead I went with daddy, stepmum, sister and uncle durai to a pretty place called Dempsey hill for dinner.





The roads were really deserted, made Singapore look like some sort of ghost town, nice to drive but somewhat creepy.


So we had a nice dinner (:


Walked around and saw this poor lonely, but giant fish. Isit an arrowana? =o that’s really really freaky.






I have an irrational fear of water and fish. Like big places filled with water. Crap English. I mean lakes, rivers, oceans. Terribly afraid of them. And when there’s fish, even harmless ones, my phobia doubles. It’s probably the extremely exaggerated movie “Shark Attack 3” that caused me so much trauma..


oh well.. Then we went to Holland V’s Haagen Dazs for dessert, yummy ~ Alisha had an extreme sugar rush and bounced around the entire shop and went absolutely nutz. Seriously.





Uncle Durai's Berry Cool!





Daddy and stepmum's Banana Split (typical ._.)





Me and Ayu and Alisha's Strawberry and Chocolate Crepe.


some of life's not-so-simple pleasures. ^^


So that brings us to today. Daddy, stepmum and sister have gone to Malaysia, will be back Tuesday night, Ayu’s gone out, brother’s gone to work..
















































































that leaves me all alone at home.




Im a loner, im a loner~ daradiridaraduuu~




So the no-life me, went to seek some comfort by doing my vectors planes assignment, felt really accomplised after drawing this immensely complex intersection of 3 planes at a point.





Okay, anyway, so in the afternoon, mommie finally called and wanted to come over to pass me some stuffs, so yay I had company for a short while,


went out for lunchie and accompanied her to the temple where burning incense dripped on me .. goodness ._.


Then.. walked back to plaza sing, was gonna take mrt home, when this crazy woman beside me screamed my brother’s name. And wheeeewwww I was dragged to go see my brother who was being a sales promoter at P.S .


Oh horrors of horrors the amount of shame I endured.


I escaped the scene as fast as I could. Dear brother, I swear to god I wasn't spying on you, and I tried my utmost best to prevent the crazy woman known as our mother from dashing headfirst towards you.


So right now,


I shall dedicate this song to all the happy people around the world~


“Today More than Yesterday”





And for the not so happy guys and girls, I have something for you too (:
Ironically, the two songs have happy catchy tunes~


For the girls, especially my dearest friend, its #422 today, time to remove the counter. I’m very sure you can sing this entire song by now :D


“Wonder Women”





For the guys, get some inspiration and sing away your sorrows.


“Im a Loner”





Okay I’ve successfully blogged within 20mins. Hurray.


ToOdles.

bits of me revealed at .. 5:29 PM.

✖ The WITNESS ✖


Ayesha Hamid.
Chinese mummy + Indian daddy + Canadian born + Singaporean raised + Australian university education. (yes I speak Mandarin too)

a girl who loves to smile, dance and NOMNOM. She cannot live in a world of black and white. Favourite animal? Horse. no not obsessed, Pegasus over Unicorn.



she laughs uncontrollably,talks very
animatedly with all sorts of actions, careful she might hit you.



she'll space out suddenly
and you never gonna know what she does next,
but that's just who she is,
take it or leave it [:

The reason why this blog sounds and looks as childish as it is, is purely to preserve the memories I had as a kid, and compare my life then and now, no matter how embarrassing my past may be.



her many nick names!
Mir0kii!
Milo-Key!
miromiro!
ShaSha!
SHAAAAAA!
Asia ..
AYUSHI!
Sylvanas~
Scarlett Skyterror~
Honeyyydew~
The Serangoon Friend


She's gonna be a film producer one day!
Currently in Queensland University of Technology
with a double degree in Film and Advertising.



graduated from the "nurse" school
River Valley High in 2010
had some of her worse life experiences there
but met some of the world's greatest friends too ♥

She's generally a really gooooooooooood tempered person [:


But I do warn you, she can be very unpredictable at times!

If you think you know her, think again.

The only witness and the only person who can judge her life is herself.

She likes to take pictures, if you think she has uploaded a picture of you or there's something somewhat offensive and you can't sleep knowing it's there, tell her.



You're not obligated to stay and read, if you hate it, goodbye and have a nice day.

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✖ She PLEADED ✖


*produce a superhero film w Paramount Pictures, or work with Marvel for their upcoming Superhero flicks
*produce a Funkstyle based dance movie w Jon. M. Chu
*be in production of LOTR or GoT productions. (if there are any more after Hobbit)


*Meet Behati or become a VS model *write a $5m cheque to my mom and dad with the money I earn
*meet Taeyang and SNSD in person [:
*Have twins ♥
*Build my own house with a lovely swing, a pool, pool table, dance studio, mini theatre, DDR machine and live with my friends!


*Ride in a hot air balloon
*Skydiving
*Swim with dolphins
*Drive down Route 66
*Watch a concert at MSG (Madison Square Garden)
*Visit the Playboy Mansion
*Visit Walt Disney Studios & Harry Potter Studios
*Play at Six Flags with all my RollerCoaster Kakis
*Legoland
*Harry Potter Themepark
*Pyramids in Egypt
*Scuba-diving at Great Barrier Reef
*Climb to the top of the Statue of Liberty
*Take photo at the HOLLYWOOD sign
*Skinny-Dipping at Maldives
*Watch bull-fighting in Spain
*Tomato Festival in Spain
*Wear a Yukata and enjoy the Summer Festival in Japan
*Stonehenge in England
*Watch sumo-wrestling live in Japan
*White-water Rafting
*Taj Mahal Tour
*Watch a show at the Sydney Opera House
*Ride the Japan Bullet train
*Gamble at Macau
*Gondola in Venice (again)
*Climb the Eiffel Tower (again)
*Lean on the Leaning tower of Pisa (again)
*Picnic in Hyde Park (again)
*Visit a castle
*See the Temple of the Gods (Greece)



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